January 2012
4 posts
You know what I love about boys?
How they’re so different from girls and how their large hands find the perfect place to lock with a girl’s. The way their hands swallow a girl’s is romantic.
I’m beginning to really like men. When I was young and immature, I used to think that they were hot, cute, and adorable. But now, I’m beginning to appreciate them.
I feel like,
you don’t know me anymore.
If you want to leave, you can. Even though I don’t want you to.
I remember everyone that leaves me anyways.
just wtf
wtf is wrong with tumblr, it’s being stupid
wtf is wrong with people these days
wtf is wrong with technology
wtf is wrong with a little peace and agreement?
wtf is wrong with understanding?
wtf is wrong with the world?
wtf is wrong with our society and young people these days?
wtf is wrong with EVERYTHING.
NOTHING is going right.
I hate my life.
I wish the world would end today.
December 2011
2 posts
“That is part of the beauty of all literature. You discover that your longings...”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald (via black-wolves)
November 2011
1 post
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September 2011
2 posts
Really
the start of this school year?
eugh.
BYE.
can’t wait until SAT’s and college apps are over with.
oh wait, then there’s the IB exams.
I really can’t wait….. for the summer after senior year. oh wait, summer was just 4 days ago. sad
9 tags
August 2011
18 posts
People with attitudes
piss me off? I’m the kind of person that always tries to be nice to people. I honestly find no reason in being mean to people. If you’re having a bad day, don’t blow up on someone that didn’t anything wrong. If you have bitterness or resentment against someone, don’t treat them like a criminal. Just talk to them, or quietly move on with your life.
I guess being...
k I have to let this out before I stab someone...
1. Get things done faster. Not that hard. That’s the least you could do right now
2. Don’t give me that attitude before I slap you in the face. I really will. Or I’ll blow up on you. Have I ever been rude to you? No. Learn to have some manners.
3. You are so cocky and arrogant. Get over yourself. Seriously. I’m being COMPLETELY HONEST.
4. You. You need to just learn to...
“Smile”
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
There are a lot of things. Too many to list.
but if i could just choose one randomly, it’d have to be doing things last minute.
I used to HATE procrastination. but in junior year, I let my peers get the best of me and I started procrastinating with them. lame excuse, yeah i know.
but all of us diploma candidates would be on skype, talking, doing hw, laughing, goofing off, making...
PET PEEVES. FML
1. You
2. Him
3. That guy
4. That douche
5. cocky, arrogant jerk
6. know-it all
7. condescending person who belittles everyone
8. assuming little prick
9. self-centered BOY
10. immature, heartless man
lol, it’s best that you don’t even know what I think of you.
Anonymous asked: Who do you like?
He,
He cried. Hot tears just streaming down his face. He cried with such agony and sincere pain. You could feel the tears dripping out of his tear-soaked heart.
He put aside all his pride and cupped his face with his two hands. He wailed and made sure he put all his strength to simply release himself free of his pain.
It’s so powerful to see a man cry. Because only real men cry.
Letter
i’m normally not lovey dovey and mushy. But today, I felt like I should be a girl and do “fun” things like this. Here’s to the guy that I will meet in the future.
Dear boy,
I don’t really ask much of you, because you’ll already be perfect. why? because it would take a lot for someone to accept and love me for who I am, because quite honestly, I’m...
I normally don't like korean bands' songs.
but i’m hooked to Sistar19’s “Ma Boy”
yeah LOL. the band name itself is corny and childish. But I’m hooked to the song.
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Middle school. How did we all grow up so fast? the majority of these kids I see everyday in the hallways at school. We’ve all gone our separate ways. I miss those days. Middle school was definitely a time where lyfe wuz gewwwd.
Oh gosh.
So i’m in the library on my laptop. my mom made my brother and me quesadillas.
I’m blaring music (but I have headphones) and i didn’t even notice until my brother told me that look stupid bobbing my head to the beat of the song. I shake the table as my leg moves to the beat too LOL.
oh gosh. the things music can do to me. i can’t help it!
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
esther yang is my name. simple
You are officially the first person I have found...
lol,
first of all, don’t piss me off.
and don’t give me that condescending, subconscious, smirky, arrogant attitude.
lol,
i thought you wrong.
I met a very condescending person today and I...
lol
your hate for failure is greater than your...
wise words. got me thinking.
“If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy,...”
– The Dalia Lama (via robot-heart)
July 2011
14 posts
As of right now,
I want to sing my heart out until the point where tears come out.
I want to clench my fist and put it against my chest, as I sing every word and note to it’s fullest meaning and potential.
I feel like music will be the only way I can express myself.
Life really is indescribable. I wish I had more of these days.
I’m glad I love everyone and everything right now. No hatred,...
lol
I’ll just do the 30 day challenge whenever I feel like it.
I just want to cry all day. I am so grateful for everything.
I am so grateful for the people I have met. I am so grateful for the positive influences. the hardships. everything that I have experienced.
I always knew they “shaped me into the person I am today” but I never really gave much thought to it. I just...
I feel
like crying and wailing like a little girl.
My heart is aching and crying as I listen to Yim Jae Bum’s “Sarang” and his whispy, crying voice.
I can sense every bit of emotion and pain he put into each word.
Music is truly a blessing in my life.
Day 1 - Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15...
1. I found this picture from a friend who found it from a friend through some social network. Creepy. This was from Cherry Blossom Festival. It was fun.
2. I wish we could all be happy and not care about money. Then all of us could become musicians, play music all day, have the time of our lives, and not give a care about the cents in our pockets. The artists could paint pictures, writers...
I'll fail at this but at one point, I'll finish...
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals...
Music
Music is such an amazing thing.
When people say that they’re speechless when they’re asked “What is your passion? What sets you apart from the rest?”, I have something to say.
It’s music.
Everything about music. Just everything. The way it makes me feel when I listen to and play it. It is absolutely amazing. It gives me this sensational, tingly feeling that...
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Anonymous asked: What's your ideal type of guy?
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I'm content
with my life and how I’ve changed, though it’s only been a week or two since I’ve actually been working towards my goals this summer.
I’m ready and bring it on. Sure, I may seem overconfident. And sure, things may not work out as I want them to be. But now, I have the pressure from my surroundings, and I have a promise to keep to myself. I have a sense of pride to...
May 2011
1 post
I remember back in '09,
when my friend told me to make a tumblr. I had no idea what it was and once I found out it was basically a blogging site, this place became an occassional diary.
once again, I’m putting up another post saying, “I haven’t been on here forever,” because I’ve been busy.
Towards the end of this school year, I’ve been going on Facebook. And it’s been WAY out...
February 2011
1 post
It's been a while.
I haven’t been on tumblr since last year, and even then, I didn’t go on much.
Been so busy. The only reason I’m on here is because my schoo laptop surprisingly didn’t block the server. Youtube suddenly started working on and so I tried tumblr to see if they blocked the website. nope. everything woked.
Well, I hate this year. that’s all i ahve on my mind right now.
...
August 2010
9 posts
For you.
mothers are strong.
their warm, embracing arms lock you tight in their circumference.
mothers are tired, and stressed individuals that never get enough credit for anything they do.
my heart goes out to all of those who have missed their mothers.
I need God in my life.
i’m just smothered in confusion. that’s blinding me from what I need.
I need Jesus in my life. I need the strength to stand by his side and never waver. I need him.
Jesus, I need your guidance. I need to relive my life, in the right direction.
I need you. Please hear out my cries. I am in despair, loneliness, and in need of your presence. my heart cries out for you. Jesus please...
Things Change.
Things change so fast without notice. I changed. My friends. The guy I once liked. Everyone.
Sometimes even the most put-together person will wake up one day realizing that they do not know who they are, when they were so sure of their identity before. Yeah that’s me.
I wonder what people think of me. truthfully. I wonder if I’m really the person I am to people. I wonder what...
i'm glad
that i don’t follow anyone i know. or the fact that anyone that knows me follows me.
it’s better off that way.
people tend to just write down their feelings or express them in a certain way for the public.
i’m just here to completely, freely express everything inside.
“These are the things you thought would happen to somebody else, but we are all...”
Pyramid - Charice Pempengco
I’m going to be a junior.
I can’t believe it. Juniors seemed just so…. much older, bigger, and capable when I was a freshman. but to me, I feel like there was a huge, empty gap in my transition to sophomore year to now. I don’t feel a thing. So what may seem pretty fast for others, seems much, much faster.
I still feel like a freshman.
mellow. yellow. i love the color yellow.
Sometimes, actually often, and as of right now, I have thoughts. quite a lot of them actually. and they’re just running through my mind. one after the other. a sigh after each swift movement and transition of memories.
you know, i wonder, what if everything i’m doing right now really isn’t worthwhile? what if i just need to smile, and do what i want, things will be okay?
i...